Ever feel like you’re losing your mind? I’m struggling so bad to stay on top of everything, but I’m sinking and I can feel myself losing the battle. I’m stressed. Actually, I think stressed would be an improvement. There’s so many things in my life turning to shit at the moment, I’m not sure how … More Losing my mind
This little fat chick went into a fitting room today to try on some new clothes. Fuck me, what an ordeal that shit is. It was hard enough finding clothes on the rack to get around my fat arse, but when I found something I like, in what I thought was my size, I thought … More Through the eyes of a fat chick…. in a fitting room.
Just last week I wrote a post on this blog about schoolyard bullying. And about the threats to my eldest son. Today, I’m singing much of the same tune, however now regarding my 3rd son who was stabbed with a pen in the leg by another student whilst in class today. The teacher shrugged it … More Another one.
School bullying has always been an issue, I’m guessing as long as there have been schools, there will have been bullying in some form. I was bullied at Highschool back in the early 1990’s, I was never a popular kid, I was rebellious and rough around the edges. One day, I was bashed and kicked … More Schoolyard bullying
Faking it. Happiness, having your shit together, laughter, housework, organisation, relaxed, patience, alertness. All things that I fake, and getting so bloody good at faking that people think I’m indestructible. Problem is, when you fake this shit so well, people are looking up to you for your coping mechanisms. What they don’t know is that … More Faking it
Her reflection in the shattered mirror shows the broken soul, the jagged edges wanting desperately to join as one and heal the wounds that only she can see. The eyes filled deeply with sorrow, the smile disguising the pain that fills her broken, damaged heart. The wounds cut deep, an explosion of emotion sets off … More Inside depression
What does “Quality of Life” mean to you? Is it being financially stable, working in a job you enjoy, coming home to your partner and kids, sitting down to a family meal, snuggling on the couch, have a story before bed? Is it being able to run around a playground with your kids, catching them … More Quality of Life
Sexual fantasies, we all have them. Some will get to live them, some will never let there’s be known, some will deny that they’ve ever had one. I have. This is one of mine. This is my stranger fantasy… I go to the movies, a stranger sits next to me and as the movies start, … More Sexual fantasies
Sitting at my child’s sporting presentation night and I’m sitting by myself, ignoring all the other adults around me. Staying silent, staying still, avoiding eye contact, avoiding conversations with others. I’m extremely uncomfortable in crowds. I hate having to have conversations with people that I don’t know – heck, I hate having conversations with those … More Social outcasts or get involved?
I was watching a family movie with my kids. You know the one where the dad goes to work in his perfectly tailored suit with briefcase in hand, the mum that stays home and takes after the kids, the tidy house, and the long haired Labrador in the backyard. Mum was cooking a pot roast … More Motherhood Perfection
Through the eyes of a fat chick 